Currently very vexed over whether to join the RSP Elders anot...

They rejected me, now under recommendation from my friend, senior, they ask if i wanna join them as they need COMMITTED people. But the problem is I dont think I am.

Seriously, I dont know if my passion can tahan till the end of four years... I hope so. But with tuitions and schoolwork...How am I to cope? ARGHHH @_@ HAIX.

And having to go for the home visit every week from 1.30pm to 3.30pm at AMK means my Sat is burnt, and plus my additional sunday tuition, haix. I feel like giving up the tuition that I havent started yet.

HELPPPPP ME!!!!!!!

Life in NTU psychology has been pretty challenging for me, I must say.

Having to adapt to University life, and then start studying for quizzes that are like 5 weeks away from the start of school. (and now I'm only left with ONE week) It's a very hectic life out there, though uni students are often perceived as very relaxed, sociable, and everyday hanging and chilling out with friends...

When you're in university, best friends become lesser, acquaintances become a larger group of friends that you'll have. I am still trying to get used to initiating conversations, especially it's your first tutorial or lecture and you dont know anyone at all... Geez. 

Sometimes I just feel like ponning all the lectures and tutorials. But I can't, cos it's firstly - a waste of money; second, I need participation/attendance points for the tutorials.